patience...

I hate to admit it, but Guns N' Roses was right when they said all we need is just a little patience.
Things are finally going very well. After the whole car debacle of Fuller Martel, Rachel and I are moved into the new apartment, which is pretty marvelous (yes... marvelous). I start my new job at Sony May 2nd and am finally going to be making a liveable amount of money. I'll hopefully be able to do some boom-miking on the weekends this summer taking care of some internship hours and meeting people. I'll be able to raise enough money to get pro-tools so I can start doing some student films. I feel like shit is finally falling into place. I'm gonna take a second to be really conceded and just say that I'm really proud of myself for being able to pull all this off (of course, with the help from the best parents ever). Remember how I always used to be so cynical about everything (like school and stuff) and never knew what I wanted to do? I am finally away from it and it feels fuckin' good.

I'm not saying I have my whole life figured out or anything (not at all), but I at least I am having the opportunities to start living and seeing where life takes me. I've gotta say, I'm excited...

death and taxes...

growing up sucks.
to quote john mayer, i wish i was six again.
seriously.
when i was six, if i found a quarter, i thought i was rich. if i heard the word 'taxes' i probably thought that person was talking about the place where the astros and the rangers played. life without responsibilities was sweet. of course, now i would be bored out of my mind without responsibilities, but this past month has been overkill.
the car break-in and all the repairs that came with it...then the school payment...then the removing of the wisdom teeth and the pain that came with it...then TAXES, fucking taxes and that money (although, in the end, my refund will end up covering what i paid H&R Block to do them, but those checks don't come for a million years)...and then the moving next week and the bank account drainage that accompanies it.
what the fuck. seriously...what. the. fuck.

i applied for a job at sony a couple weeks ago...i need it. bad. i will probably get it, but i would feel so much better right now, at this moment, if i knew for sure. cause i am feeling really poor. the jeans i'm wearing cost more than what i have available to spend in my bank account.

depressing.

loss of wisdom....

I got my wisdom teeth out this morning and just washed the ink from the frozen pea bags off my face.
Rachel made me mashed pototoes and they are awesome. I still have a giant bowl leftover for tomorrow (and probably sunday). mmmmm.
I finally saw Garden State tonight and I worship it. I will buy it as soon as I can drive again.
I think the vicodin's kicking in....i hope my face isn't 8493922 different colors tomorrow morning, but it probably will be.